As I lie in bed I try not to hear the yelling as my stomach turns I'm so sick of it I can't get away i don't have it that bad and that's what I'm suppose to say but tell me if i don't have it so bad then why do I feel this way tell me why so I feel this way....pick it up go! don't come in my room and don't waste your breath go smoke another cigarrette I 'm not listening anymore cause it all sounds the same another pointless point trying to balme the blame.... and who's to blame?!! who's to blame?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! Why can't you let it go cause I know I have words are only words and words are in the past take a look around you cause I 'm not the only one cause the only damage left is that that you've held on... why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! why can't you let it go?!! cause it all sounds that same... I have no legs I have to rid down the street on a skate board getting money for my meat I like to drink smoke a little crack and whe I'm done I like to lay on my back cause I like.... spirit in a _________ x alot